My current mood: Confused

About 5 minutes to blog. Have a job. Hate it. Wish to god I was with my kids. I want to pick them up and nap with KK. I want to make them healthy meals. I want my boys so bad, it hurts like hell. Met someone. She doesn't live here. Of course. It's better that way I suppose. I don't know why yet, but I am sure it will all come out later. Like the Je situation. but this one is really too good to be true. Fuck it all to hell!!! FUCK. No home internet til Saturday. Lost without my outlet. The good old imlettinggo. I should change it to ilostcontrol. Hhhhhhhh... Break over.