my heart hurts in a way i can't describe. i feel the heaviness of resigned acceptance sitting hard on my chest. she is the way she is and i am helpless to fix, heal, or even patch. i just have to stand by and watch the destruction. i have to hear the cries and pleas and not do anything. because what is left for me to do? i have tried to listen, but she no longer talks. i have tried to invite, but she never accepts. i have tried to outright stop the destruction, but the force is too strong.
i can only stand by helpless. and watch. and watch. as it eats her alive. it's all up to her. i can only wait and accept the heaviness that is settling.
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