Impatient

What is the plan for this life.? I am getting tired of living and waiting for the ultimate end. And what if the end arrives and it's anticlimactic? What if all this pain is a waste? What if I am no better off in ten years, twenty years, fifty years than I am now? I want to know now if I should continue. Will I ever find my place in this world? It's definitely not where I am now, that's for sure. I want to just say fuck it all. I want to quit. Quit it all. It's all too much me. I wake up everyday to discontent. Unrest. Why bother anymore?